- Is there such a thing as coming down from the NRE high, but for work? Because that is definitely a thing that is happening. There's a lot to grumble about here, but at the same time, I'm being trusted with things I wasn't trusted with before, so that's neat. Intimidating! But neat!
- Relationships are goddamn weird, and I'm still sorting through All These Feels That I'm Holding.
- This includes my understanding of my past and what I left behind, because well, the ex-Fluffhead decided to surprise me recently by actually doing things that needed to be done. Which just. I should be happy for them for learning something important and escaping Bad Things, but mostly I'm just stunned, and panicked about my own emotional well being. Sigh what even.
- I've been procrastinating on fandom/Gunpla things because Relationship Madness, but here, have an album of every completed kit I've done since I got back in NY. I have an Ez8 that I reaaaaally should work on, sigh forever.