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Apr. 22nd, 2025 11:00 pm
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There's a friending meme going on over here, so if that's your bag...well, you know what to do??

(I left a comment that in no way describes what this journal is actually like, Go Team Me.)

Honestly I should probably just link people at my mastodon account, like, "GOOD LUCK!"

This is my account there, for what it's worth. (GOOD LUCK!)
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A week with a bit less socializing, and more reading. Also more time spent working out, since it was Week 1 of a new 8-week session with my Aussie coach and that's always a comedy show as I figure out how to do things. I'm feeling less verbal than expected, at the moment, with a bit more visual and sensation focus happening. I've started to take pictures of things I see that I might like to draw, and to moonwalk here and there when I'm at home. (It's a nice little foot fidget I learned in 2020 during semi-lockdown and, hey, maybe I'll learn even more foot fidgets if I want to. I have, I realize, a somewhat juvenile fascination with and appreciation for small bits of physical playfulness. And I'm all right with that.)

Continuing to get an education on how well I can sleep. The tiredness now shows up, grabs me very firmly, and takes me under fast as soon as I stop resisting it; waking's a bit more gradual but not dogged by exhaustion either, and then there's coffee and the crossword to look forward to.

A discovery: I really appreciate how possible it is to course-correct the day, when the evening is mostly free. Like the evening I felt like I hadn't created anything all day, and so I sat with my beading stuff and made Perse a pair of earrings (dupes of these, which I'd bought for myself. I really like the design). The time when I was overstimulated in the afternoon from hanging out with a kid, and so I collapsed on the couch reading my book in the evening.

Peri, etc: the first week on HRT didn't seem to do anything, but then this last Friday I think I didn't have any hot flashes. Since then it's been either zero or one gentle one per day. So... it's working?? Is it? I had a bit of a rash on my belly where I took off the first estrogen patch, and it didn't fade instantly and I worried about that, but it seems to be almost faded now. I'm annoyed to note that I have not lost weight since last weighing myself 2 weeks ago, though, and it could be the hormonal fuckery changing things or it could be nearly anything else. Heck, maybe it's all shoulder muscle. That would be nice.

I bought cheap joggers -- or are they harem pants? -- with slits running up each leg from ankle to upper thigh, and they make me almost want a hot flash because they're amazing for thermal regulation. Stand up, total coverage. Sit down and pull my knees up, suddenly I'm not wearing pants at all! Hah. I've seen people take fun pictures of double stag handstand in pants like this, with the pants draping off a leg, and maybe I'll try that someday soon.

I got myself and the bug signed up for COBRA this morning, so there's our health care all set through next October (at a price). It's good to do some paperwork / email / digital whatever in the late morning from my desk, anyway, because that's when I most often see the backyard squirrels and know when I should take walnuts down to Wispy. I did a bunch of math in there one day last week, figuring out our quarterly estimated taxes -- which were zero -- and that was annoying until I realized that the annualized numbers probably won't change between now and the end of the year. So I probably won't really need to do the math again every quarter.

The sidewalk tree I've been watering is now the tallest on the block, and the only one flowering. They're not all the same kind of tree, so for all I know they're all equally healthy, but also maybe I'm a good tree guardian and the water's been good for it.

Random and mildly disruptive: I went back to Zillian as a lunch guest for the first time on Thursday, because the new manager of one of my people thought it would be nice to have me there to tell me she'd been promoted. That was a truly sweet idea. The promoted person, who I've seen all the way through from junior hire to staff software engineer (and now she's going to manage, OMG), was happy to see me and also got choked up. She doesn't know how tired I got, and how impossible her sheer mental energy level seems to me now; she only saw the competence. And I guess that's the way of things. I think the tiredness is more psychological than physical, and I'm trying not to fall into ageism here, but I might understand some of my early-career memories better now that I know how few fucks my supervisors had left to give. Behold the field, indeed.

On a related note, I'm hearing about a retirement/sabbatical rule of thumb I'd never heard before: that you should rest for one month per year of service, as a starting point. Wild, man. How much better life might be if we all took a month off per year during our careers.
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There's been a lot of really great public addresses of various kinds on the occasion of the 250th anniversary of the Battles of Lexington and Concord. I thought I'd share a few.

1.

Here's one that is quite worth your time. Historian Heather Cox Richardson gave a talk on the 18th of April in the Old North Church – the very building where the two lanterns of legend were hung. It's an absolutely fantastic account of the events leading up to April 19, 1775 – a marvel of concision, coherence, and clarity – that I think helps really see them anew.

You can read it at her blog if you prefer, but I strongly recommend listening to her tell you this story in her voice, standing on the site.

2025 April 18: Heather Cox Richardson [YT]: Heather Cox Richardson Speech - 250 Year Lantern Anniversary - Old North Church (28 minutes):




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Civics education? [gov, civics]

Apr. 20th, 2025 04:29 am
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Informal poll:

I was just watching an activist's video about media in the US in which she showed a clip of Sen. Elizabeth Warren schooling a news anchor about the relationships of the Presidency, Congress, and the Courts to one another. At one point Warren refers to this as "ConLaw 101" – "ConLaw" being the slang term in colleges for Constitutional law classes and "101" being the idiomatic term for a introductory college class. The activist, in discussing what a shonda it is a CNBC news anchor doesn't seem to have the first idea of how our government is organized, says, disgusted, "this is literally 12th grade Government", i.e. this is what is covered in a 12th grade Government class.

Which tripped over something I've been gnawing on for thirty-five years.

The activist who said this is in Oregon.

I'm from Massachusetts, but was schooled in New Hampshire kindergarten through 9th grade (1976-1986). I then moved across the country to California for my sophomore, junior, and senior years of high school (1986-1989).

In California, I was shocked to discover that civics wasn't apparently taught at all until 12th grade.

I had wondered if I just had an idiosyncratic school district, but I got the impression this was the California standard class progression.

And here we have a person about my age in Oregon (don't know where she was educated) exclaiming that knowing the very most basic rudiments of our federal government's organization is, c'mon, "12th grade" stuff, clearly implying she thinks it's normal for an American citizen to learn this in 12th grade, validating my impression that there are places west of the Rockies where this topic isn't broached until the last year of high school.

I just went and asked Mr Bostoniensis about his civics education. He was wholly educated in Massachusetts. He reports it was covered in his 7th or 8th grade history class, as a natural outgrowth of teaching the history of the American Revolution and the crafting of our then-new form of government. He said that later in high school he got a full-on political science class, but the basics were covered in junior high.

Like I said, I went to school in New Hampshire.

It was covered in second grade. I was, like, 7 or 8 years old.

This was not some sort of honors class or gifted enrichment. My entire second grade class – the kids who sat in the red chairs and everybody – was marched down the hall for what we were told was "social studies", but which had, much to my enormous disappointment and bitterness, no sociological content whatsoever, just boring stories about indistinguishable old dead white dudes with strange white hairstyles who were for some reason important.

Nobody expected 7 and 8-year-olds to retain this, of course. So it was repeated every year until we left elementary school. I remember rolling my eyes some time around 6th grade and wondering if we'd ever make it up to the Civil War. (No.)

Now, my perspective on this might be a little skewed because I was also getting federal civics at home. My mom was a legal secretary and a con law fangirl. I've theorized that my mother, a wholly secularized Jew, had an atavistic impulse to obsess over a text and hot swapped the Bill of Rights for the Torah. I'm not suggesting that this resulted in my being well educated about the Constitution, only that while I couldn't give two farts for what my mother thinks about most things about me, every time I have to look up which amendment is which I feel faintly guilty like I am disappointing someone.

Upon further discussion with Mr Bostoniensis, it emerged that another source of his education in American governance was in the Boy Scouts, which he left in junior high. I went and looked up the present Boy Scouts offerings for civics and found that for 4th grade Webelos (proto Boy Scouts) it falls under the "My Community Adventure" ("You’ll learn about the different types of voting and how our national government maintains the balance of power.") For full Boy Scouts (ages 11 and up), there is a merit badge "Citizenship in the Nation" which is just straight up studying the Constitution. ("[...] List the three branches of the United States government. Explain: (a) The function of each branch of government, (b) Why it is important to divide powers among different branches, (c) How each branch "checks" and "balances" the others, (d) How citizens can be involved in each branch of government. [...]")

Meanwhile, I discovered this: Schoolhouse Rock's "Three-Ring Government". I, like most people my age, learned all sorts of crucial parts of American governance like the Preamble of the Constitution and How a Bill Becomes a Law through watching Schoolhouse Rock's public service edutainment interstitials on Saturday morning between the cartoons, but apparently this one managed to entirely miss me. (Wikipedia informs me "'Three Ring Government' had its airdate pushed back due to ABC fearing that the Federal Communications Commission, the U.S. Government, and Congress would object to having their functions and responsibilities being compared to a circus and threaten the network's broadcast license renewal.[citation needed]") These videos were absolutely aimed at elementary-aged school children, and interestingly "Three Ring Government" starts with the implication ("Guess I got the idea right here in school//felt like a fool, when they called my name// talking about the government and how it's arranged") that this is something a young kid in school would be expected to know.

So I am interested in the questions of "what age/grade do people think is when these ideas are, or should be, taught?" and "what age/grade are they actually taught, where?"

Because where I'm from this isn't "12th grade government", it's second grade government, and I am not close to being done with being scandalized over the fact apparently large swaths of the US are wrong about this.

My question for you, o readers, is where and when and how you learned the basic principles of how your form of government is organized. For those of you educated in the US, I mean the real basics:

• Congress passes the laws;
• The President enforces and executes the laws;
• The Supreme Court reviews the laws and cancels them if they violate the Constitution.
Extra credit:
• The President gets a veto over the laws passed by Congress.
• Congress can override presidential vetoes.
• Money is allocated by laws, so Congress does it.

Nothing any deeper than that. For those of you not educated in the US, I'm not sure what the equivalent is for your local government, but feel free to make a stab at it.

So please comment with two things:

1) When along your schooling (i.e. your grade or age) were these basics (or local equivalent) about federal government covered (which might be multiple times and/or places), and what state (or state equivalent) you were in at the time?

2) What non-school education you got on this, at what age(s), and where you were?

Concord Hymn [em, hist, US]

Apr. 19th, 2025 07:13 am
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Concord Hymn
("Hymn: Sung at the Completion of the Concord Monument, April 19, 1836")
by Ralph Waldo Emerson
To the tune of "Old Hundredth" (Louis Bourgeois, 1547)

Performed by the Choir of First Parish Church, Concord, Massachusetts. Elizabeth Norton, Director. Uploaded Oct 1, 2013.

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[...]

A hurry of hoofs in a village-street,
A shape in the moonlight, a bulk in the dark,
And beneath from the pebbles, in passing, a spark
Struck out by a steed that flies fearless and fleet:
That was all! And yet, through the gloom and the light,
The fate of a nation was riding that night;
And the spark struck out by that steed, in his flight,
Kindled the land into flame with its heat.

He has left the village and mounted the steep,
And beneath him, tranquil and broad and deep,
Is the Mystic, meeting the ocean tides;
And under the alders, that skirt its edge,
Now soft on the sand, now loud on the ledge,
Is heard the tramp of his steed as he rides.

It was twelve by the village clock
When he crossed the bridge into Medford town.
He heard the crowing of the cock,
And the barking of the farmer’s dog,
And felt the damp of the river-fog,
That rises when the sun goes down.

It was one by the village clock,
When he galloped into Lexington.
He saw the gilded weathercock
Swim in the moonlight as he passed,
And the meeting-house windows, blank and bare,
Gaze at him with a spectral glare,
As if they already stood aghast
At the bloody work they would look upon.

It was two by the village clock,
When he came to the bridge in Concord town.
He heard the bleating of the flock,
And the twitter of birds among the trees,
And felt the breath of the morning breeze
Blowing over the meadows brown.
And one was safe and asleep in his bed
Who at the bridge would be first to fall,
Who that day would be lying dead,
Pierced by a British musket-ball.

You know the rest. In the books you have read,
How the British Regulars fired and fled,—
How the farmers gave them ball for ball,
From behind each fence and farmyard-wall,
Chasing the red-coats down the lane,
Then crossing the fields to emerge again
Under the trees at the turn of the road,
And only pausing to fire and load.

[...] A voice in the darkness, a knock at the door,
And a word that shall echo forevermore!
For, borne on the night-wind of the Past,
Through all our history, to the last,
In the hour of darkness and peril and need,
The people will waken and listen to hear
The hurrying hoof-beats of that steed,
And the midnight message of Paul Revere.
– From "Paul Revere's Ride"
by Henry Wadsworth Longfellow
1860, published January, 1861


I excerpted as I did so the reader could encounter it with fresh eyes.

While there are enough inaccuracies in the poem – written almost a hundred years after the fact – to render it more fancy than fact, this did actually happen.

Two hundred and fifty years ago. Tonight.
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Ed Yong headed up The Atlantic's coverage of Covid as it rolled over us, becoming perhaps the most important journalist of the pandemic and arguably the best, for which reason he won the Pulitzer. You may recognize his name; you've seen me quote him (e.g.).

Ed Yong gave a talk at XOXO last August that was posted to YouTube last October, and only now came to my attention. It was an autobiographical talk, about what it was like for him.

And what it was like for him was it really sucked. It honestly sounds like it came damn close to killing him.

It is beautiful, elegiac, ascerbic, contemplative, bitter, incisive, and meditative. Ed Yong is still Coviding. Ed Yong is all out of fucks to give. Ed Yong learned that survival requires living life on your own terms.

It is, I think, to a certain sort of viewer, validating and thought provoking. I think it is an important testament as to what the toll was for at least one of the people who found themselves drafted to fight on the side of the angels and gave it all they had.

If you think that might be a thing you'd like, I think you'd like it. Thirty-six minutes.

2024 Oct 10: XOXO Festival [YT]: "Ed Yong, Journalist/Author - XOXO Festival (2024)".
EY: And third, this –

slide goes up: "HOW THE PANDEMIC DEFEATED AMERICA"

EY: –is not actually the talk you're going to get. This is the talk I've often given before about what we have learned from the hellscape of the last few years. But Andy suggested that this audience would like instead to hear something more personal. So, this is...

slide animates, black bars fade in, leaving: "HOW THE PANDEMIC DEFEATED ◾️ME◾️◾️◾️◾️"


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Apr. 15th, 2025 08:06 pm
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As evidenced by the fact that I forgot the close the Shunga poll until, uh, now, I think I am not currently organized enough to manage something right now. Sorry, y'all.

Things I have been doing to try and not lose the remainder of my mind while the world burns:
- Finished and put up shelves for my fountain pen inks in my bedroom (photos to come once I have everything organized on them)
- Working on upgrades to last year's swordboy cosplays
- Watching the entire backlog of Musical Touken Ranbu shows and subsequently getting way too into the music
- Painting baby's first garage kit (also swordboys........)

What nerdy/creative things have you been up to?
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(To catch up any readers who aren't seeing access-list only posts, my last day at Zillian was 4/4 and I'm now very much taking a break). This has been a really interesting week of trying to remember how not to be in a hurry, and reaching out to some people I haven't seen in a long while. Zillian now goes on without me, and had a big round of layoffs on Friday without me too.

Crashing out -- after a few nights of continuing to not sleep too well, I started to get through the nights, and now I'm getting properly tired. The eyelid twitches are less present, or less often present. I think I'd be entirely justified if I just turned into a zombie for all of April, and haven't really done that (yet?) but I'm at least resisting any big new commitments while I remember how to not be rushing all the time. It's partly in this vein that I haven't reconfigured things like my workout and chore schedule, yet, even though they should probably change. And I keep telling myself "do it the nice way" -- put the stuff back in the cabinet instead of leaving it on the bathroom counter, clean the litterbox every morning because it's not actually difficult, walk the friend to their subway stop after lunch. The days are not infinite, but I can choose to do fewer things better when I'm not (also) required to do someone else's damn to-do list. Right now that feels like a good start.

Estrogen, peri, etc -- I went to the doctor on Tuesday morning and came away with prescriptions for estrogen and progesterone, as well as information about vaginal moisturizers, which are not the same as lube. Read more... ) I got a super uncomfortable hot flash on Thursday that seemed to go on forever, with accompanying queasy feeling, so I'm hoping this stuff works. Mmmmm, and also I weighed in a little heavier than I like at the doctor's office, which might be all part of the same thing or might be all the Pocky I ate in order to get through promo discussions. So I'm gently keeping that in mind also.

Identity updates -- I updated LinkedIn and FB to indicate clearly that I'm an ex-Zillianaire, but haven't found the words to write public posts about the transition yet. I took all related T-shirts out of my closet though (ordered a couple of new ones: behold The Female Gaze). I also cancelled the Thistle meals that we'd been eating on Mondays and Tuesdays -- which resulted in my seeing [personal profile] melebeth IRL, for the first time in ages, when I was looking for a way to return the final bag. Sometimes you try to cancel a subscription and you end up meeting a (big) puppy!

Having Some Damn Fun -- Level99 with [personal profile] motyl and [profile] curiouserrandy was really excellent and delightful, and the next day I had lunch/coffee with another recent-ish Zillian escapee who feels like a peer. It was ultra useful to speak with people who are just a smidgen ahead of me on the same exact journey, and two people said it was a relief to talk to me too. Also, Trident still has its breakfast burrito, which I have loved since the mid-90s. In a nod to my recently past self, I have also now done the NYT crossword puzzle Monday through Saturday; Saturday was hard enough to be on the edge of stressful, but it succumbed after 43 minutes. I'm sure I'll get faster... not that I have to, given that it's just for fun, but I think faster will be more fun.

I've been doing a bit more reading, and may yet again be bouncing off Terry Pratchett, the same way I think I did in college. Slowly realizing that I love a snarky main character, but snarky omnicient narrators often come off as unkind to me.

There's so much more -- I came across some great writing prompts! And I'm angry about how they handled the main character's glittery hair in Anora! One of my tenants lost their job, which sucks! And there's a half-baked poem in my head, and quite a lot of et cetera! But now it's time to go shopping for sushi ingredients and get on with handstands, which are their own topic for another day.

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