fandomonymous

OKAY SO.

Is there such a thing as coming down from the NRE high, but for work? Because that is definitely a thing that is happening. There's a lot to grumble about here, but at the same time, I'm being trusted with things I wasn't trusted with before, so that's neat. Intimidating! But neat!
Relationships are goddamn weird, and I'm still sorting through All These Feels That I'm Holding.
This includes my understanding of my past and what I left behind, because well, the ex-Fluffhead decided to surprise me recently by actually doing things that needed to be done. Which just. I should be happy for them for learning something important and escaping Bad Things, but mostly I'm just stunned, and panicked about my own emotional well being. Sigh what even.
I've been procrastinating on fandom/Gunpla things because Relationship Madness, but here, have an album of every completed kit I've done since I got back in NY. I have an Ez8 that I reaaaaally should work on, sigh forever.

Kawa headspace has been REALLY GODDAMN WEIRD LATELY