I'm glad to hear from you! I'd love to hear your more detailed thoughts here or in DMs, but of course at your own time and comfort level. <3
Oh yeah, there's definitely a connection between depression, weather, and "not feeling connected". The good news is, compared to past Kawa, I am way more functional. The thing is, I...have a really high tolerance for shit thanks to surviving past bullshit, so unless it's MELTDOWN CENTRAL I'm not always good at recognizing emotional shifts. (It took writing this out to realize some of the things I wrote about. Which is the goddamn point of this exercise, but even so.)
I got a few seconds with a violet wand and it was fuzzy and fascinating! I don't have regular access to one (or at least I don't think I do...I can think of at least one metamour who might have one, hmm) and they are Hella Expensive, but man, it's worth investigating.
That is totally not an answer to the self-care question, Rax, but thanks for the acknowledgement that the balance is a struggle. <3
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Date: 2017-10-04 07:20 pm (UTC)Oh yeah, there's definitely a connection between depression, weather, and "not feeling connected". The good news is, compared to past Kawa, I am way more functional. The thing is, I...have a really high tolerance for shit thanks to surviving past bullshit, so unless it's MELTDOWN CENTRAL I'm not always good at recognizing emotional shifts. (It took writing this out to realize some of the things I wrote about. Which is the goddamn point of this exercise, but even so.)
I got a few seconds with a violet wand and it was fuzzy and fascinating! I don't have regular access to one (or at least I don't think I do...I can think of at least one metamour who might have one, hmm) and they are Hella Expensive, but man, it's worth investigating.
That is totally not an answer to the self-care question, Rax, but thanks for the acknowledgement that the balance is a struggle. <3